I believe college isn't for me. I like school , but only what I am interested in. I don't like taking BS classes...That's why when I graduated high school I went straight into a vocational school. It's straight to the point and I'm done in less than a year. I make pretty good money for myself. I don't need to go to a university, where students are stuck with student loans and with debt. NO THANKS!! One in two college students are unemployed. I do not want to waste my time at a school and I do not find a job. I am looking for another vocational school or I am just going to take the prerequisites for the Respiratory program. It's a 2 year program. I just need to get all my classes done before I apply.
I believe I am missing the mother gene. I look at kids , they are cute but I just cant think about taking care of someone else. I cannot imagine ....its like a job. So that is why I prefer to be done with school because I need my career before I become a mother . There is no way that my boyfriend is ready in any way..it would either be a real way to tell if he is with me for the long haul. I do not want to be a single mother. That is my worst nightmare. Actually the worst thing for me is to be a bad mother. I do not want ro be a bad mother and that is why I am afraid. Also God knows that I am not ready for that role yet.
I have never liked Kristen Stewart, now I have one more reason. I truly believe she is stupid for cheating on Robert Patterson. But then again , we don't know the whole story. Either way , its not OK what she did .....with a married man the least! Seriously?!? I guess she is trying to sleep her way to the top. Since she is a bad bad actress and she just sucks! If I was a celebrity, I will always think that someone is watching my every move ....come on .... She apologized so obviously its true. I'm glad Patterson told her to move out. If I was living with my bf and I cheated I would move out..oh wait that did happen. I don't want to be put in the same category as her, but I had a valid reason to cheat...still doesn't make it OK though and I do truly regret it.
Are you a firm believer of the saying , " what goes around comes around ? " I think its true. My ex bf cheated on me and I cheated on him. Never intentionally though. I didn't mean for it to happen, it just did. Well I got caught. I sort of wanted to get caught. Was tired of lying and doing sneaky things. Who does that? Only selfish people.. I was very selfish before. I am with the man that I cheated on my ex with and I am afraid that maybe my love will cheat on me? Or that I will cheat on him? afraid of the unknown... I know that I really do Love my boyfriend now. He treats me well and gives me attention....i am one of those people who need attention....sadly...lol.
I've learned that it is not good to bottle your emotions when you are in relationship. My ex and I used to do that all the time. What happened is that one day we are so fed up with each other and with the issues that we are having so we have one huge blowout . That is not good at all.
With Michael I try to bring up issues right when they aside so we can fix them on the spot. Not necessarily "fix" but at least improve the situation. He brings up issues that day or week. And we come to a compromise. You have to be able to compromise or else the relationship is not going to work. I hardly ever compromised in my last relationship. They say that your fist serious relationship is like the test run , "trial run" per se , for marriage. I have learned what to do, and what not to do.
So every time you have an issue with a loved one, you should bring it up and try to solve it right away. Believe me, it will bring you closer than ever. Ciao.